I used to pursue stability only and I earned it eventually. Instead, I lost everything else.
Many experts say 'be positive look on the bright side; Sometimes this encouragement makes me work hard. Sometimes I don't get sympathized when I feel quite blue. It's a cliche. But it's better than criticism. I need a change and fear a change too.
It's ironical. I like him and want him my boyfriend, but I am afraid I might disappoint him. If I behave as I am, he might be disappointed and leave me. I get hurt. It's a vicious cycle. It's difficult to catch a good timing to talk to him honestly.
I'm not sure I can deliver the truth.
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